This is true Bread of Life, to receive wholeness, receive what our loving Jesus has already paid the price for.  We’ll dwell on that more fully as the Lord leads and will be entitled,  “The Garments of Salvation:”  It is so good to study about our covenant rights of our special salvation. 

 The Lord spoke into my heart (Cee Jay) to testify to His loving goodness.  Most of who we send this to, I’ve already shared this, but when the Lord says to share this, then there is a reason.

 I grew up in a home with a lot of fear in it.  As a child and teenager I was exposed to a very fear base environment.  Fear is a spirit and not given by God.  11 Timothy 1:7 says “For God has not given us a spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind.”

 This fear way of living got on me and became more intense as time went on.  When I got married, this young lady had alot of baggage.  Bags of numerous fears.  The fear started to take on forms of physical sickness, depression and anything satan could get away with and eventually led to a lot of anxiety and panic attacks.

 It started out with a few fears; fear of flying, fear of storms, fear of sickness, ect. until it developed into fear of fear.  For no reason it would just come on me steered by satan, the father of all lies who wanted to keep me from knowing the real Jesus.

 By this time I had three children and desperately tried to cover it up from them.  At school meetings my hands would sweat, at church I’d sit in the back and shopping was soo trying.  Sometimes I would get a cart 1/2 full of groceries and leave it and run out of the store because of an anxiety attack.

 Finally, I think it was satans last straw where he hoped to do me under.  I would choose to stay home where I felt some what better until he began to squeese my territory and cause me to seek a safer place of smaller space, like a closet.  Then what?  His plan was to do away with me.

 I had prayed, and done a lot of it, but it felt like my prayers weren’t being heard.  Well, I didn’t belong to Jesus, I wasn’t born again!  The Bible says you must be born again to see the Kingdom of God!  I had to find out that truth, and when I did, I got down on my knees and ask Jesus to be my Lord and my Savior.  Now, He had been invited to teach me and free me so that life could begin.

 I got deliverance from the tormenting spirits and free, more free all the time.  You see, this is the character of our Jesus, love.  Love Himself is very interested in every detail of your life, He wants you whole!

 I am enjoying my freedom.  Instead of fear or storms, I speak to them and take authority over them in the Name of Jesus and go about my business.  Instead of fear of flying, I board the plane with excitement.  I like to fly and I use the time for some R & R to listen to some of my spiritual building up CD’s, read the Voice of Victory magazine and so on.  Above all, I enjoy peace and good health, because whom the Son sets free is free indeed!  Glory to God!

 The bondage’s I had are really no different than low self esteem, addictions of any kind, or anything else that is less than the true freedom of Jesus.  Actually, anything less is designed to someday pull a person down.

 So then, once we’ve made Jesus the Lord of our lives, lets make Him Lord of every area of our lives and hold back nothing for yourself separate from Him.  That way He can move in a supernatural way to bring you to the freedom you’ve always desired.

 Feel free to share this with anyone, I love my freedom and I love you.  Be blessed in every area of your life today and always and in all ways.

 Love;  Cee Jay